Friday, February 01, 2008

i've probably done the stupidest thing in my life today. i've told the only one i truly love that its over. what for, i dont know...

maybe its the smartest thing i've ever done. maybe its also the best thing i've done for her. chocs, gifts, hugs and kisses, all these were just actions in which i would show my affection for her. but thinking deeper about it, it has never ever benefitted her in any way. what i've done so far, drag her down, make her upset and make her life miserable. i've never ever done anything gd for her. i really deserve to be slapped dont i...

the hardest thing to do, might also well be the only thing that i've done for her out of true love, love which wishes the best for the other person. i know that there'll only be more misery if we carry on and i dont wish for that to happen to you. all i really wish right now is that u can see how much i really care for u.

i might not be anyone special right now, but it doesnt mean i dont love u. i still do alot, and i miss u so badly now, i really dont know why i did what i did. i'll just be watching over u somewhere, and even if u dont ever realise that i'm there, i'll still continue to be there watching, cause i guess this is the only way i can continue loving u without making u sad anymore.

gdbye blog - crippler - guess everything here are just memories after all which will be remembered for dear life

till then; 11:06 PM