Saturday, April 05, 2008

i've been trying to warn you not to go into the topic but we kept going further and further into it. i didnt like the topic, i knew i would get upset, and i so tried to warn you, but i guess its now too late. well i know i'm selfish, in the face of love, who wouldnt? i really dont know why i cant take it but i cant help it, i would if i could

u say that sometimes i get jealous and sometimes i dont care? well i dont know what makes u happy. its not that i dont care, i'm just trying to get over it as you said, and trying to just make things all the easier. why cant u see i'm trying so hard and its so much harder that i'm always shot down. i'm so low now i dont know if i can get back up

till then; 8:46 PM